I Gotta Feeling - B.E.P

Hello Bloggy,

Could I just express out everything and put it in the blog for I cannot express it out by mouth anymore. I hates repeatition, I don wanna confuse my fcuking brain by kept on repeating the same answer the question that kept haunting inside. Hmm ... =/

I mean yes, in the very first beginning I did not wanna have a blog bout my family matters. Its too privacy, but this ain't no more pri de vate.Well, after took the advises from my teachers and few of my friends and owning a blogspot . . . . My purpose of opening a blog is because I just wanna express all my feelings here, thats all. Damn! What was Im babbling about?! =/

Okay, back to my part. Well, ye see that I've updated about the post just now which was about my dad/STEPDAD return from Shah Alam, my aunt's place and starting to make hell out of noises as if like his POSSESSED!! O.O" And yeah, before that, my stepmom told us that his been making hell of noises since his in Shah Alam. Haizyer . . . small matter transform into A BIG TROUBLE!!

After then, he kept shouting at us by saying that our work is not good, we are always the bunch of assholes ... bla .. bla .. bla ..=/ So we just stood infront of him like soldiers, standing up straight, putting our head down and plus no movement at all till my whole body cracked up except for Jo, she selamba je. >.<"

-SKIP-

Hmmm . . . . .

I mean it's been a few years that 2008 had just ended with a blink of an eye and then came along 2009 , the bad lucks, and soon enough 2010 its coming, which a brand new year for me and everyone too. I mean look how fast the time passed and guess what?!!

I'M 18 YEARS OLD BY JANUARY 05 YEAR OF 2010 . .

WOOHOO . . .!!!! xDD . .

Sighness . . . Its been almost 7-teen years since I've been with this sickness . .  I could hardly breathe for some time and my throat is getting painer. Ah well . . . I guess I shud keep moving on with this life and not making my family worries.. Hmmm . .  I mean there are no good times that I've been through although I have learn something new each day and each time in my life but that doesn't mean that I've changed. But so far so close, I've changed my style of dressing, my style of thinking, my behaviour and plus changed my perspective towards my bf too . . hehe . . xP . Hmmm . . Frankly speaking, I do still miss my ex although I knew that I've done something that he dislikes, although we are not together now but Im still hoping that he could live a better life in a better world with a better choice of his. Actually, I have been thinking about this all so much that now it had actually really affected my studies. Gah~~ worst part is no more pool and clubs!!

SPM IS AROUND THE CORNER AND ITS GETTING MORE CLOSER !! >.<"

Till then.

Stay tuned for more. =)

p/s :: This either you controls your attitude or it controls you.

Take your choice. Buhbye.

Silly Boy - Lady Gaga ft Rihanna

Hello bloggy,

hmmm ... yesterday nite was kinda crazy at the beginning as my dad just got back from Shah Alam and then just scolded me 99 all in sudden as if like his on fire. But he is, well, I din notiice that he scolded my brother and a worker at Shah Alam. Haiz.. ... whatever la. Back when he kept scolding me from around 11pm till 2am, Waddafcuk! zz ... people no need to sleep ge meh! And yeah, one by one kena scolded 99, almost everyone kena screwed by that nite. Oh Mee Gad! Damn YOU, old man! I damn 7 hate him now.. Not say now, but always since I'm small I've keep revenge towards him!! >.<" Watch OUT!

This what I really hates about him ::

1. YOU made our life miserable in the first place and yet your saying we brings you more burden.

2. YOU, your not the person who really have responsible at all. Why am I saying that is because you can't even survive in the true life!

3. YOU, your not the person that really brought me in this family, it is your mom who really ADOPTED me and put me in this family, and I am indeed feel very grateful of that but now? She's gone, Forever. T..T

4. YOU are the one who changes alot. Don't push always tryna push the blame on me la okay. Just look at yourself, old man. Damn YOU!!

5. YOU, once you came back from work.. LOL! your just trying making me laugh over you la. I do know you! YOUR a king of LIARS! YOUR always full of lies. I just learn from based on what YOU have teached only ma, So, shud the blame be on YOU or ME? Moron!

6. YOU teached Jon to go for prostitution at the age of 13.. LOOK! he is only 13 years old, still so young and yet you, THE BIOLOGICAL FATHER destroy his future! And also starting to teach him and drag him into the darkside! Do you ever realise of that? NO!! Because I think that YOUR THE ONE WHO ARE SLEEPING IN A DREAM WORLD! Wake up la SOHAI OLD MAN!!! >.<"

7. YOU starting to bring in some ciplak ugly-looking prostitute inside Uncle Bernard's office and also at home. YOU THE ONE WHO ITCHY BACKSIDE AND GO AROUND FCUKING!! Walao! Do you think your so blady geng?! NO! YOU got brain, you shud be using it la moron! I STARTING to HATE you after you SLAP on my mom, and also that it reminds me of something, which is I slapped your precious wife too!! FCUK YOU! You think your what? AGONG ga? Balik Tong Sat la! LU takda sesuai sini la! LU caukia asshole!

8. YOU try to make more reasons to chase me out of the house several times, Im ready la!!

9. YOU try to make more and more bullshits reasons to slap me, right?! YES!! YOU did. Just take a look of yourself, YOUR a cacat fellar la, Im still young la old man. Why not? YOU just fcuk of my side then.

10. YOU make up all of your story and then go tell your friend you got this la you got that, SOHAI! Don't you  realise that everyone is HATING you like shit. They treat you nice now, but later on? What Happen? YOU don't know too right. Don't think you got bunch of friends, doesn't mean that you can still hurt me.

All I can say that every single thing that you have give education, support, money etc. Thats all FAKE! Understands?!! MORON!! CAUKIA old man! And I hates it when you ask what I wanna be, A GRO? A Prostitute? FCUK YOU MAN!! I know you hates me and let me tell you this too I HATES YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE!!!!!

Old man .. old man .. you just have to wait for my revenge .. Its coming soon enough .. then don't need the hell to come and fetch you, for I can SEND you to HELL too, ye know?!! Your lucky cuz Im having SPM now.. if not, YOUR gonna get it from me.. Imma still keeping my revenge towards you, and yes every Capricorn does keep revenge. REMEMBER that!! And soon enough too, imma be 18 years old, I'll get out of this house, Im not gonna stay with you anymore, imma work for my lil brothers and sisters, I DON'T NEED your fcuking help at all by that time, YOU can just fly kai! Go and live with your precious chinese GF of yours la, I CURSE YOU ONE DAY YOU'LL SLOWLY SLOWLY SUFFERING ONE BY ONE, GAH~~!! Your day haven't come yet, and so do your precious gf.. you just have to wait.

REMEMBER that! Imma have my revenge on you soon enough. For I got plenty of time cuz Im still young. >.<" Damn YOU old man!! Damn im kinda tired now.. maybe update it next time. =\

Till Then ..

Stay tuned for more updates ..

p/s :: Im not drunk when im blogging. This is my facts. Believes it or not, you decide. Plus, I don't bullshits on this matter. =)

Well, got to go for it is gonna be a busy day.

xoxo .. lovess

Everyone have 2 sided poker face.So do I.

hehe ... miss you guys Andrew YJF.

Mandy, Leng, Everyone.