i just wana say that ...

ur friendship ...

i do really tresure it much..

when the day u say u're sorry to me,n also cuz of this words..

our relationship has come to an end...and u're sorry.....

for some reasons, it hurts.....

it's like a magic spell that dosn't get undone...its direct to a hint of bitterness....

maybe this is life...life in a duo world.....

sometimes felt like im totally stuck in between a friend or a lover when im vit u...

it felts like an unripe fruit dreaming about the day of harvest....

and i felt being unable to just move one more step forward...

maybe.. maybe this is the one that kept cause this frustation on me....

and yes..i still rmb all of ur sweet n sour conversations...

well.. guess those words spark NO interest in me anymore...

even when the things do not go the way that I wanted..

but it doesn mean that i've thrown my life away..n jz to feel lifeless.. NO!

and lastly i did ask u "baby,wats worng..?!"and u replied to me "Nth la...".."I don wan talk"..

and also on that time..i knew there must be something wrong..

and all in a sudden the smile that always shown up has begin to dissapear after those words that came out from u....

and for some reasons..it really hurts me alotzz....cuz din even expect that u'll say lidat...

like u used to say to me before, "i luv u" instead of "i like u"....

well it don exactly sounds like u anymore.....

starting the period when i suddenly rmb..the scent of sumone that i luv had almost forgotten.....

like what old fairy tales always says..."the white purity of the falling snow vit ur luv ones"

I do really want to be able to openly and honestly cherish it..n its true..i didn't have the chance too

i still can feel ur hug...its feel like a future,tender and warmer than a diamond...F*** it!!

on that limited time v have..i do really hope of spending more time vit u..but i guess its USELESS

and i still can't seem to forget that i always tell myself..

i wana be here eternally..

to a place where no one can find us..and all i can see that u're all i need...but DAMN IT!!

well...i guess sometimes being in a relationship vit u, i think UR the person ok.......

who likes to hide the truth behind a really gud lies AND

who likes to hide it from reality in a really great dream......

eventhough v are that sort of couple..but u still dun seem to bother it at all....

and thought of loving