I merely believe that our background and some other "non-existent" circumstances may have influenced who we are, what we do but we are the one who responsible for who we becoming to. Now, a variety of circumstances concurred to bring about the dreadful scene through which I was that night to pass. I mean, basically, what Im saying here is that It does takes a long time to become the person I want to be and they can't just simply just expected me to be the one that they hoping for. Well, I could not exactly bring myself to tell you the reason why, and I somehow put it off from day to day, although my life was, during every hour of this procrastination, rendered as miserable as that day of a ***** with the constables on **** track. I was growing absolutely ill from this wretched mode of life. No matter what it is waiting there for me, I still gotta head held up and keep on walking.
:: For my boyf ::
Its just because you think that I don't understand you the way you want me to, but it doesn't mean that I don't love you at all. You know I do. Your my precious thing in my life. I've been waiting for the right one to come and get me but in the end in an unexpected condition, you sudden came into my life and everything starting to change. Truth is, I am happy when your around me, love the way you kiss me, love the way you hugged me, love the way you love me and so on... But sometimes, having problem in life itself doesn't really have to share, I mean not most of the problems. But if you still cares about me, you shouldn't be so worry about it. Im fine, Im always okay when Im with you. I always try to snatch time just to be with you, I appreciate all of my times spending with you. Just You. I do understands you well, but sometimes even when your sad, I also can feel it. All I can say is that, just be yourself when your with me. =) I want you to remember that my heart always sticks with the one she knows and the one she love the most.
