Happy - Leona Lewis
Hey bloggy, Im back! Firstly, THOUSANDS APOLOGISES for all my reader and my best friends whose out there wondering where have I been M-I-A-ing.. LOL.. Well, sorry for letting the blog neglected or outdated because this year of December 2009, its been a miserable life to me, precisely in every single aspects. Finally, im glad that SPM is outta my mind for now.
Dear Best Friends,
I wanna apologise if I cannot make it up with ya guys to shop or hang kai, its cause Im too busy especially these days and this month helping out my dad who recently got into accident and yet his office accounts (as you can see I've updated), my boss's cash voucher/accounts la. Now, he got into an accident and fractured his left leg and his now on a wheelchair. I'm sorry if ya guys had recently been trying to help me out by ajak me keluar hang kai or something, and that I've gave a lotsa excuse its cause my dad. And yes, I've got no mood on everything, neither logging in to FB, Tagged, Friendster etc. Plus, seriously sorry sorry sorry to say all this, but my dad told me that maybe after my 18th birthday or his leg recovered, then Im allowed to do anything I want. Includes hanging out with friends or with boyfriend. I just wish that I could make it up to ya guys and this time, on the behalf of my very 18th birthday, I would like to celebrate it with my family and all of my friends. :) Hope ya guys forgive me.
Anyways, however on the 25th Dec 2009, I couldn't manage to spend my x-mas, neither with my friends or my family member. I've been working since lately. This all happens as if I have some sort of bad luck stuff. Im having stupid and crazy financial problems, relationship probs, family matters, myself.. ah .. everything la.. Its sux. This year of x-mas, I have to admit that this year DOESN'T ROX, IT SMELLS SUX LIKE MY FCU*KING SOCKS!! .. For my entire life, I've only receive 1 present on my x-mas this year. This might sound a lil stupid, but its true. And, precisely I have NO x-mas spirit for this year. Cipet sial pantat de babi! >.<" I just couldn't resist it! Urghh! Frankly, this year had brought me into lotsa lotsa miserable and crazy kind of life. For sometimes too, I can't really seem to happy, not even for a second. I could just only gave them, who sayang me, a fake smile and laughter. But, as far as I can recall, I guess that there's many out there too had not a wonderful time on their x-mas too. Well, in short. What I mean is there are few people who are out there, they also have no spirit to cele8 and so do I, but I don care. While others who are spending their time with their ones celebrating x-mas, Im just left by aside just to watch them enjoy the happy moments and having fun spraying foam around, everywhere. (haih) .. Moreover, I've been having lotsa lotsa thoughts stuck on my mind. I mean, hey I've changed tremendously. My EVERY single appearrance. Hairstyle, makeups, fashion, attitudes etc. And even my cell phone number. ( =.=#)
Futhermore, I guess that Im happy and satisfied with having all my friends around me like Elvina, Pam, Ken(Budak KL), KenReeCavie, Marcus Wong, DarDar, Azhari, Hafiz, KahYing, Weimenn, JingWei etc. I love these friends, not forgetting my own personal BFFs too. (hehe). . . . =) I really do appreciate those advises (especially from Elvina,KahYing,WaiJin) , supports (especially from Mandy) and opinions on everything that I need. I mean hey! even tho that we are not that kinda close to each other, but yea thats what friends are for aite. What can I say for more is that do appreciate, learn to love, forgive the one that you have beside you but also not neglecting the love for your family too.
Each day and each very time, every single moment and every single minutes counts. Been watching her life keep moving on with every test that she had to pass and also try enjoy every single day with happy. Ah well, it could be a boring day but there's truly plenty of work to do since dad got accident lately. Hmm. . . =\ (haiz)
Well, I would like to stop here now. I got lotsa work to be done. Will update again, there's plenty of pending posts to be update later.
Arios!
Till Then,
XoXoX.
Reb signing out.
