tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-48457855293415532024-03-19T20:05:14.033+08:00The Journey Path That She Ownsr3b3cc@http://www.blogger.com/profile/05346696414987545429noreply@blogger.comBlogger58125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4845785529341553.post-71622796911723075452010-12-27T15:55:00.001+08:002010-12-27T15:59:22.113+08:00Question that keeps haunting me!<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Trying to remember the times we been thru,but when it start to fall apart, trying so hard to forget it without hurting myself.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I tried all their advice and still, it got me nowhere. That's because there's something beneath the surface that, if you don't know about it, you won't keep a man's interest, no matter how you look. Whether your fair-looking or dark-skinned, it just won't work anyways. So, why still bothers? </span></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">What if there were a few simple secrets that would reveal the real truth about men? Is there? </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And what if not knowing those secrets is what that has kept you away from enjoying the love that you desire?</span></i></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Do you know what it takes to create an amazing relationship... to get a man to fall crazy-in-love with you... to get him to love you as much as you love him?</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">What if there was a way for your love life to start making you happy instead of being the source of so much frustration and hurt?</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">That's because the single most important ingredient of any successful relationship is... the power that is hidden within you right now.</span></div>
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WADDA<strike><span style="color: #999999;">FUCK</span></strike> IS THIS!?</div>
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Despite all advises that I get from my family, do I really understands what they'r telling me?</div>
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Why must I always listen and cares what people thinks?</div>
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Im not asking for some "fairy-tale love story", I just want my normal single life back.</div>
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If only I could just make things right, but it always seems to be mess.</div>
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The guy that I love, i cherish, i cares,</div>
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And what hurts the most is, I did try to tell him how I feels about him for all these years but does he really take it seriously? No comment. It starts with I like you. I miss your smile. And it hurts when he didn't really bother about what im doing. Because he is a playboy. He is just a type of guy that will only plays with my feelings. </div>
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<strong><em><span style="color: white;">ONCE A PLAYBOY, ALWAYS A PLAYBOY!</span></em></strong></div>
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<strong><em><span style="color: white;">BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER TRULLY UNDERSTANDS HOW PPL FEEL!</span></em></strong></div>
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A kiss is not a kiss if it's not returned! You know what to do! Kiss Me Back... I meant it! </div>
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How amazing to think that if he is the one who feel the love today then sent it back to his lover, and you knew that before the days end, it's possible that everyone on world could feel the love that we had!</div>
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So I was thinking why not lets finish the week off in a really great way by spending some time together and share the lonely night together under a shade and share the romantic nights by hugging each other!</div>
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If my lips claimed yours,</div>
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If I told you that I need you,</div>
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If I told you that I love you,</div>
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would you say you love me too?</div>
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If I asked you if you want me,</div>
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would you whisper</div>
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something hot and passionate?</div>
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If my lips claimed yours,</div>
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But i don't get what is that you want from me actually? </div>
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It's been days since we talk. </div>
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I'm really sorry for what I've done but i do really want you back in my life </div>
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Morning sunshines.</div>
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Well, just a short one.</div>
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-sigh- I been awake since the sleepless nights and still awaits for his call since yesterday. I was expected an happy call from him, but in the end he didn't even do it. I waited till 1am. . . .2am. . .3am. . .but stills no calls. I wondered what is he doing at the time, he should have left me any message even if he is too busy or something like that, right? yes. -down- The last night that we talk is only last for an hour ni, -sigh- And, he did told me that he got something to do, and I was like "umm, okay". -swt- Ah well, anyways, just got my lovely present from my jie (annie), a dress! Thank you jie! I love it so darn muchie. x)</div>
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I have been thinking lately, why am i always be the one who hurted alot? i certainly have no idea Maybe im just the type that easily fall for in to. </div>
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Don't say your hurt because of me,</div>
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Don't say your sorry if your just a fake,</div>
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Don't ever act like a kid infront of me,</div>
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Don't ever say your sorry for what you have done to me,</div>
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Don't say that im your one and only, for the only reasons which not at all.</div>
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for you can never turn back time</div>
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for its the only way to improve yourself</div>
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I might be lost and fading today</div>
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after what been brought from yesterday</div>
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but someday i'll find my own way out</div>
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i might have lotsa friends when i'm happy</div>
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but i will only see the true ones when i cry</div>
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telling myself that my dreams and hope are as sweet as wine</div>
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and someday i'll make 'em mine</div>
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although i might not have anything left to gain</div>
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but i could always start all over again.</div>
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anyways, gotta continue my pfft work.GAH!</div>
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Reb is signing out.</div>
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xoxo all.</div>
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Trust me once you can do it, you'll be set free and live up! xoxo.</div>r3b3cc@http://www.blogger.com/profile/05346696414987545429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4845785529341553.post-11733257111344181682010-09-01T07:40:00.000+08:002010-09-01T13:08:33.212+08:00The World Behind My Wall<div align="left" style="text-align: center;">
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I apologise to those who awaits for my new updates here. Yes, i'd admit that since i've worked in a crazy lawyer firm, i've seriously freaking busy and also almost neglect my babyblog. Sorry to my boyfie, that i couldn't take any free time just to be with you. Well, i'll try to make it up on that. But before that, this post are only meant for type of ppl like me. -sigh-</div>
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you know.. just when i open myself up completely, in here.</div>
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i could almost lose everything, even faith and just trembles and just shed tears like a small kid.</div>
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i cant seem to trust anyone or anything nowadays. And I cant tell why?</div>
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I could just try to fake a smile even tho I try to smile.</div>
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how many lies, promises and illusions must i wade through?</div>
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im getting sick, tired and fcuked up.</div>
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every day and night.</div>
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i missed everything. everything that i love.</div>
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but im just another yesterday. And every single day is always a brand new day.</div>
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its for me to know, and for you to find out..</div>
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im no longer lonely but i feel incomplete.</div>
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the pieces has stopped breaking but the hurt sure has not.</div>
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this piece of heart is empty but its all that i have got.</div>
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this bed feels so empty, so big and so cold. just when your not around.</div>
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the feeling of loss and of grief that wont fade away.</div>
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i try to keep busy but I couldn’t just forget.</div>
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its not that i dont miss you or don’t love you, you know that i do.</div>
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but im telling you its the pride which stands in the way between me and you.</div>
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Its been lately, You have treated me like crazy from the beginning of this relationship. And that moment too i worked so hard all the time for you. where is your trust? where is the real you or your just not being yourself when your with me just because we'r only the so-called bf/gf in the cellphone? you always complaining your sad, your hope and kept on sigh as if like im the one who is giving you a damn heavy burden. so what if i made a few mistakes here and there? you could just come and talk to me right. I don't mind. everyone makes mistakes.<strong> no one is the “perfect” typo</strong>. does it justify the ways you torture me? The sleepless and tiring nights i spent awake just trying to understand everything that you wanted me to? the last minute adjustments and commitments that i always had to make just to please you? you have always been an **** to me . so its up to you whether you believe me when I say im glad to say good riddance.</div>
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If only you realise for just a day, I’ve been spending the rest of my life, looking for someone like you. I remember how we met, by taking my cell number just to make a call and yes, you did. And by that time too, "<em>You came into my life and i thought hey, you know, this could be something cause everything you do and words you say" but there is so much time to figure out the rest of my life</em>. Im saying all this doesn't mean that I wanna hurt your or whosoever feelings k. Alright, let's just say, Im might be a bullshitter, but i've definitely, not probably changed A LOT! I've already sacrifise and fall for the wrong one once and I promised myself that by that day onwards i will change and will never ever be in a relationships again. But, look what happen now? its crazy. My ex? -sigh-.. sometimes just look at a glance of eyes on him, it makes me feel nuts. but, what happen is i've lied to him and yeah, i've bullshitted too. I regret of what i've done in the past. More or less, saying sorry wasn't just a enough for him to forgive and forget. -sigh- maybe that's what i deserve for. Falling into a wrong one? yea. Deeply inside of me, i've been a physically-emotional at all times. I repeat! AT ALL TIMES. =) but after when that happens, thankfully there's a best friend of mine told me what to do and repent all my mistakes and the do's. She always giving advises to us, like i said she is my counsellor.. hmm..overall, i cried. So, for now maybe i just follows what her hearts tell her. And hopefully, one day, the real happiness is there awaits me. Anyhoo, Babyblog is still in progress at the moment ... <br />
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What do I have to say when the life itself full of <span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><strong><em>DRAMA</em></strong><span style="color: black; font-size: small;">. Life just filled with movies. I could just only bear it on my own. For some reasons, certain unexpected matters could just popped out all in sudden. </span></span></div>
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Reb is signing Out! </div>r3b3cc@http://www.blogger.com/profile/05346696414987545429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4845785529341553.post-90239227064284582762010-07-10T17:28:00.000+08:002010-07-10T17:28:25.874+08:00Push It Overload!!<div style="text-align: center;">
Something just ain't right, was it something wrong with me or was it about others? My work, my personal life, my family, my future? Sometimes I just don't seem to realise what I've done. Seriously, am been facing a truckloads of problem. Firstly, dad is having argument (almost every single hours) then came along my personal affairs that regards meeting problem. Lastly, my problem in working. </div>
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I merely believe that our background and some other "non-existent" circumstances may have influenced who we are, what we do but we are the one who responsible for who we becoming to. Now, a variety of circumstances concurred to bring about the dreadful scene through which I was that night to pass. I mean, basically, what Im saying here is that It does takes a long time to become the person I want to be and they can't just simply just expected me to be the one that they hoping for. Well, I could not exactly bring myself to tell you the reason why, and I somehow put it off from day to day, although my life was, during every hour of this procrastination, rendered as miserable as that day of a ***** with the constables on **** track. I was growing absolutely ill from this wretched mode of life. No matter what it is waiting there for me, I still gotta head held up and keep on walking.</div>
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Its just because you think that I don't understand you the way you want me to, but it doesn't mean that I don't love you at all. You know I do. Your my precious thing in my life. I've been waiting for the right one to come and get me but in the end in an unexpected condition, you sudden came into my life and everything starting to change. Truth is, I am happy when your around me, love the way you kiss me, love the way you hugged me, love the way you love me and so on... But sometimes, having problem in life itself doesn't really have to share, I mean not most of the problems. But if you still cares about me, you shouldn't be so worry about it. Im fine, Im always okay when Im with you. I always try to snatch time just to be with you, I appreciate all of my times spending with you. Just You. I do understands you well, but sometimes even when your sad, I also can feel it. All I can say is that, just be yourself when your with me. =) I want you to remember that my heart always sticks with the one she knows and the one she love the most. </div>r3b3cc@http://www.blogger.com/profile/05346696414987545429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4845785529341553.post-31232199563525450752010-04-03T10:21:00.000+08:002010-04-03T10:37:49.988+08:00Gravity - Pixie Lott<br />
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Merciful heaven !! At last I've made up my mind to put on record of what I've been through ! But shall I ever be able to do it? Shall I have the courage? I don't know. It's all seems so packed full with mysterious, so inexplicable, so unintelligible, so crazy and felt so numb! =( </div>
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Anyhoo, I have always been a lonely child, stubborn matured-looking lil girl. In fact, I have always lived alone, maybe because of a some sort of uneasiness, which makes me feel that the presence of others sets up in me. But with this exception, it had nothing modern about it. How can I ever explain it? I just can't. </div>
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<em>no, I've been on the brink</em></div>
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<em>My God, amazing how we got this far</em></div>
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Besides that, no one could believe that this the path of journey that I've take in my life. No one could understands this meaningless human's feeling. Not even her own sister could understand why is her sister acting like strangely and feels depressed at all times, even her stepmum or her biomum could ever understands how she feels. To them, they could only just say they sayang me, but truthly to be frank, I don't feel any single love in them for me. This is just sucks. Right? I feel so lifeless. Maybe I think too much, or maybe been working tensely at firm recently and got myself crazy like hell. I don't wanna know. ='( Neither do my boyfie really loves me? I'm not sure whether I should doubt it or not. I'm confused with my own feelings either. But what can I do? I should be grateful to have a guy who loves me like this. His not like any other guy or maybe I'm wrong? He cares, he shares. =) I love him maybe cause that's mainly the type of guy that I've been waiting for. (I guess). But frankly, would he truly understands that this all is happening to his girlfriend? I'm sorry, but no comment on this. All of a sudden, I felt suffocated in breathing. Days and days passed, I still felt horrible, deeply sad and in pain. If only I could wish on my 18th birthday and just wish that none of all this crap would just vanish from my life itself and always appear happiness in my life so that everyone that I love would be happy as always and there will be no crying in sadness or angry in angerness, just a peacefull harmony. <em><strong>If Only, if only</strong></em>.<br />
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Hey bloggy, Im back! Firstly, <span style="color: red;">THOUSANDS APOLOGISES</span> for all my reader and my best friends whose out there wondering where have I been <span style="color: lime;">M-I-A-ing</span>.. LOL.. Well, sorry for letting the blog neglected or outdated because this year of December 2009, its been a miserable life to me, precisely in every single aspects. Finally, im glad that SPM is outta my mind for now.<br />
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I wanna apologise if I cannot make it up with ya guys to shop or hang kai, its cause Im too busy especially these days and this month helping out my dad who recently got into accident and yet his office accounts (as you can see I've updated), my boss's cash voucher/accounts la. Now, he got into an accident and fractured his left leg and his now on a wheelchair. I'm sorry if ya guys had recently been trying to help me out by ajak me keluar hang kai or something, and that I've gave a lotsa excuse its cause my dad. And yes, I've got no mood on everything, neither logging in to FB, Tagged, Friendster etc. Plus, seriously sorry sorry sorry to say all this, but my dad told me that maybe after my 18th birthday or his leg recovered, then Im allowed to do anything I want. Includes hanging out with friends or with boyfriend. I just wish that I could make it up to ya guys and this time, on the behalf of my very 18th birthday, I would like to celebrate it with my family and all of my friends. :) Hope ya guys forgive me.<br />
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Anyways, however on the 25th Dec 2009, I couldn't manage to spend my x-mas, neither with my friends or my family member. I've been working since lately. This all happens as if I have some sort of bad luck stuff. Im having stupid and crazy financial problems, relationship probs, family matters, myself.. ah .. everything la.. Its sux. This year of x-mas, I have to admit that this year <span style="color: #cc0000;">DOESN'T ROX, IT SMELLS SUX LIKE MY FCU*KING SOCKS!! ..</span> For my entire life, I've only receive 1 present on my x-mas this year. This might sound a lil stupid, but its true. And, precisely I have NO x-mas spirit for this year. Cipet sial pantat de babi! >.<" I just couldn't resist it! Urghh! Frankly, this year had brought me into lotsa lotsa miserable and crazy kind of life. For sometimes too, I can't really seem to happy, not even for a second. I could just only gave them, who sayang me, a fake smile and laughter. But, as far as I can recall, I guess that there's many out there too had not a wonderful time on their x-mas too. Well, in short. What I mean is there are few people who are out there, they also have no spirit to cele8 and so do I, but I don care. While others who are spending their time with their ones celebrating x-mas, Im just left by aside just to watch them enjoy the happy moments and having fun spraying foam around, everywhere. (haih) .. Moreover, I've been having lotsa lotsa thoughts stuck on my mind. I mean, hey I've changed tremendously. My <span style="color: purple;">EVERY</span> single appearrance. Hairstyle, makeups, fashion, attitudes etc. And even my cell phone number. ( =.=#)<br />
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Futhermore, I guess that Im happy and satisfied with having all my friends around me like Elvina, Pam, Ken(Budak KL), KenReeCavie, Marcus Wong, DarDar, Azhari, Hafiz, KahYing, Weimenn, JingWei etc. I love these friends, not forgetting my own personal BFFs too. (hehe). . . . =) I really do appreciate those advises (especially from Elvina,KahYing,WaiJin) , supports (especially from Mandy) and opinions on everything that I need. I mean hey! even tho that we are not that kinda close to each other, but yea thats what friends are for aite. What can I say for more is that do appreciate, learn to love, forgive the one that you have beside you but also not neglecting the love for your family too.<br />
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Each day and each very time, every single moment and every single minutes counts. Been watching her life keep moving on with every test that she had to pass and also try enjoy every single day with happy. Ah well, it could be a boring day but there's truly plenty of work to do since dad got accident lately. Hmm. . . =\ (haiz)<br /></div>
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For now, Im seriously in a "big" trouble now. You could say that Im kinda in miserable life now, Its just messed up .. for a moment now. Hmm.. I bet almost all my friends knew that my dad got into an accident, a bike accident. =/. You see, this guy (my dad), he won't listens to anyone, I mean hey, eventho he knew that his cacat (polio) but stills wanna sit on his bike. Damn It! He is damn 7 stubborn one of a kind de. Plus, I thinks that the GOD is punishing him, but the question is would he listen and changed after all had happened to him? Come on. He got into accident and that his leg got fractured, he can't walk, just have to sit on a wheel-chair. (Haiz) .. I know that although I hate him in the outside, but frankly, eventhough for knowing that Im a step of his (the eldest), I still sayang him in the inside. And, today (cuz its morning).. His going for an operation for his fractured leg, I do hope he would be fine there. Plus, maybe I'll bring this laptop along for him so that he wouldn't be boring at all and could also chat with us using skype. Daddy, I do sayangkan you. <br /></div>
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Ah well, after there's so many stuff to be solve, Its finally over. Just left daddy, whose gonna go for an operate. Oh ya, not forgetting too, I wanna apologise for those (someone) for being M-I-A in my blog lately, I've been a busy girl since. Yes, seriously, Im back in the firm, plenty of jobs that have to be done. Stupid lawyer firm.!! (hehe) ;P ;P<br /></div>
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Well, guess what? New love arrived. Will update about us soon. Wait ya! There's more!<br /></div>
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Reb is back, with a boring one post..<br /></div>
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Here I am, been tryna update the blog but actually she's out of ideas and latest stuffs.<br /></div>
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p/s :: Damn! I've got my hair cutted! hmm .. =(<br /></div>r3b3cc@http://www.blogger.com/profile/05346696414987545429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4845785529341553.post-49893390841526094472009-12-05T21:48:00.000+08:002009-12-05T21:48:37.495+08:00Happy - Leona Lewis<br />
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Here I am again with my lappy. Hello bloggy, Its quite some time now. All through the night I lay awake in my bed with my book beside of me. I've been thinking and wondering what is life if its always full of care and loves, but we have just the time to stand and stare? Stop and stare. Well, maybe I've been such a fool to update this all? I guess that Im just hard-pressed to cope with all kinda things. Like a friend of mine (a guyfriend) when he knew I was down after those breaking-up thang, he came to console me down and advised me. He even told me that although it is kinda bad enough to know the past but maybe it would be intolerable to know the future. Life itself always have its up and down, happy and sad, loving and caring etc. On this matter, he reminded me that there never seem to be enough for people who seek to find relief and escape from meaningless lives and also dreadful existences.<br /></div>
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In fact, there are some of the serious questions that need to be answered and also steps taken to avoid possible calamities. And yes, I'd admit that it had been the sweetest thing in that day when he is there when i needed someone. To be frank, never in my life had I felt this sighed with relief before. Perhaps this what friends are for. I suppose I should look at my life with optimism and feel thankful that they are alive, the likelihood that I will go out to do the things that I love to do and not forgetting to enjoy every single minute of it. The Sun will always shines for people who can do this, Im getting older, not younger. Reaching to the life of 18th, which is the starting point of going college and working. It ain't gonna be easy for me to be in outside world there all by my own. Its much more tough, it has full packed of adventures and dangers too. Life's only a tough proposition, and the first hundred years are the hardest.<br /></div>
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On top of all these things, I'd say family and friends are the necessary parts of a person's life. They act as companions in our voyage through life. And with them too, we experience and share many things. Learn to love, hate, joke, and be a normal-functioning human being. This kinda "learning process" is a wonderful thing except at the times when I am forced to do things that I do not want to do. My words are final. For now, I am much more matured and big girl enough to look after myself. I don't need anyone to tell me what to do that could decide my future. And by this matter too, I was bombarded with all sorts of arguments and advises. And this is one I dislikes. Ordinary life itself is filled with enough drama and excitement to stimulate the senses. I mean there are other distasteful things I do not like to do, but these are few in numbers. Most things do have some kind of loveliness in them. Just like the old song goes :: "Everything is beautiful, in its own way", People on the Earth, I could say there is beauty no matter small or big or whatsoever shapes is around us and in everything we do. I look at beautiful things (not human beings) and enjoys them. Well, distasteful things are pale by comparison.<br /></div>
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Ok. Back to my part. Recently, I am having breathing problems now. Well, in short, I could hardly breathe with my nose for some time, all I could do is only to kept depending on my mouth-breathing and also medicine. Although Im still on medication now, its not enough. I was outta stock of my medicine. I act as if Im A-OK infront of everyone because I bearing this suffer burden since I was small. What could I do? I feel damn pathetic and helpless. What can I do to get rid of this even tho its already fated. But somehow, when I look at my family, told myself to be stronger and do what I suppose to do. Just look at how time flew past.<br /></div>
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And yes, is definitely not probably that most of my years, my experiences were the painful ones. Not forgetting too! I will NOT bring up that matter (bout me and Joshua) ever again. So don't ask why. DOT! What is already gone, already gone. And now, Rebecca is not a part of anywhoseoever's life anymore. What is finish, its done. My words are final. But for now, Im suffering because have to bear the heavy burden all along. Nothing is left except the memory of a shared experiences. And for now, Rebecca is gonna keep move on even tho she is alone, but its true that she don't needs anyone to bear the suffer or be in the same kinda situation as hers anymore. Live life to the fullest and stay happy. Be positive in everything. =)<br /></div>
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Well, I have come to the end of this post. I could go on definitely but I seems tired for now although there stills have much more to tell. Thus again, I've gotta continue my revision for exam and sign off. Maybe I'll come back for another time to update after my SPM is over.<br /></div>
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Reb is outta here. <br /></div>r3b3cc@http://www.blogger.com/profile/05346696414987545429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4845785529341553.post-83587107436154158982009-11-29T10:31:00.000+08:002009-11-29T10:31:55.343+08:00Straight Thru My Heart - Backstreets Boys<br />
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Hey bloggy, Im here again. Yup! its me, the emo-loner for once more. For now, Im kinda sad and maybe a lil regret. I mean yea.. for what had really happen to me is simply unresistable man. Actually, in the very first beginning, I was in full thoughts and Im always stuck between the thoughts on me and him. I don't know what exactly was im thinking on that time, when he tells me that Im the girl that he mainly wanted for his all life. I mean, hey! not everyone is perfect, NOT EVERYONE. I was shock by then when he asks me to get a job which is an airline cabin crew in Air Asia. Ok, i was thinking that was kinda cool cuz I can cope up with some cool people all over the world and also yea travelling, that's what I want for my life man. Hey! sometimes he is kinda understandings, but yea sometimes he is kinda rude to me too by speaks out those f* words.. -sigh- .. <br /></div>
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Well, for now all I can do is that Im a big girl now to forgive and forget everything in my life now. Every single memories, promises and future? bout this im not so sure what it brings me to, i suppose that this future is only left for us to be seen and its always unpredictable ones. Hmm.. I don't have any words left for now I feel kinda sad and regret of just left him aside. I mean yes, I dumped him aside. I really don't know what Im doing by that time. Maybe I was a dumbo by then? I've been thinking that why is that Im in a relationship with a guy that I don't even know in person. And plus, I don't even know who he is or whatever his background was like. I guess Im a fool in this matter? I don't know man. I mean, yes i should know every single detailed about him. Maybe this what I don't realise in this matter. Waddafcuk! I hates when it comes to this matter. Am I still dreaming or "khayal"? I don't wanna know what is going around him .. I just spend too much time of missing him and kept blogging just ................<br /></div>
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So yea, maybe I still need times to forgive and forget everything. I really apologise for this had to happen to us. I guess he also wanna know why? Alright then. I'll say it now. Right here and right now. I ask to break up is because I felt that your not the guy that mainly what I really need and plus you always fcuk me around, Damn! I hates it so much, remember when you simply accuse me for creating the god-damn facebook account whosoever fcuktArd bastard named "bernard james" ! Gah!! fcuk it man! Your the one who is dreaming of this all, and now I am seriously hating you more and more after all that stupid accusation of yours. You really damn pathetic. Get a life would ye? Maybe my life is should be better and A-OK without you at the first place. Maybe I was wrong in everything, but you could open your mouth and tell me straight away right? But did you? NO comment. Im outta words when it comes to you. I really don't know what you thinks of me man even tho you don't even know me in person, and so do I. Maybe this was the first mistakes that we took. We only do our lil intro in cellphone and also in msn. That's wrong man. -sigh-<br /></div>
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I suppose that I would like to stop over here now. Im not gonna brought up this matter ever again. What is gone, its gone. Whatever is over, its already over and it will never comes back. And yea, one more thing, Don't ever ask me how am I or whatsoever. I DISLIKES talking to you. Thank you.<br /></div>
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Im finally being in my own lonely emo world again for once more, and yea starting to say goodbye to all my memories, I guess this whats happens if a person don't even know how to keep their relationship long enough. I mean hey, if you know how to keep or you could say it as in maintaining a longer one, you are always wrong. <br /></div>
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But seriously, I just kept hoping that he will always be happy out somwhere there without me. I still miss him although we are not in relationships no more. Frankly, I do miss him so much even tho I knew that I already hurt him alot, but I know that he is much stronger to handle this all by his own. And for now, maybe I could say that its already fated that we don't belong together. I could not hold on anymore on those kinds of promises and lies. <br /></div>
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Maybe this is what we suppose to be in the first place, not being together for not knowing each other in the first place, elvina was right too. How could I love a person that I don't even know himself. .....<br /></div>
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Live life to the max. =) Goodbye sweetheart, now and forever.<br /></div>
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:'( I didn't know what was he really thinks of me, maybe Im a bit emo when elvina asks me whether im in a relationships with Joshua, but later on when I say yes, she told me that he tells her diff story or whatsoever nd says no, he was just helping me out. Wow! this is what he do all the time.. I dunno man.. stop acting sweet infront of me, I don't know whether you do really have the feelings for me , for who I am.. but now, maybe I felt a lil regret of not knowing you at the first place and started to be with you...<br /></div>
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Not asking for anything, I just wanna say that although I tried so many time to be the best for him, it just won't happen seriously. Im not perfect, and I don't even claim to be a perfect one either, but you know what?! I don't think you'll give a damn on this as this is me, Im always myself. I admits that I used to lies and kept bullshits around, but hey like I said, I've changed my own perspective .... towards myself. You could say whatever you want, you could do whatever you like, and yea you can just fcuk off and be outta my life if you wants me to be a perfect.. Not everyone is alright.. I mean maybe in this time, although Im having problems that kept playing in my life but no, that doesn't mean that I don't care for you, I do. Maybe it was me for thinking so much, but hey in here, Im always myself and just tryna express what im thinking or what im listening.... Its up to you if you wanna still move on WITHOUT me.. I don't care anymore.. <br /></div>
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Seriously, I been crying for the past few days because im afraid that one day you'll get bored of me and just throw me aside... (sigh).. And ye know what? you always hurts me by scolding me and kept saying im bluffing.. waddafcuk.. hey! Im not your toy or maid okay.. im me.. a human being that also got feelings man.. and Im not so sure that are you the one for me? for the one who really cares about me, dude, seriously your not, I know if you sees this, maybe your gonna feel hurt or pissed or whatsoever..frankly for now I dun even know who you are or what you do. Guess what they say was kinda true, sometimes if ye wanna be loved, make sure that the fellar is trully for you. But you? no comment seriously. Im not trying to say that I hates you or something like that.. but yes I can't bear the burden anymore, its really damn suffering to keep it deep inside my heart and not telling this to anyone.. Im afraid, what people would think of me man, but for now, faces can just fcuk off my side.. I don't give a damn about it anymore. One thing for sure, I just wanna know the truth whether yes or no.. maybe you couldn't understands what im crapping here but hey i've still got my pride.. and its need to be taken care of. Well, try ask yourself, do you really care what I feel? Do you really love me for WHO I am? Are you willing to sacrifise yourself for me and share the whole life with me? Think again alright. Im not gonna ask for more..<br /></div>
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And yea, I don't need your help or whatsoever.. Im not a greedy-bitch la okay.. Maybe what makes you think of me is that I always have to be a whole-time-perfect just for you.. I don't know man.. This is really suckx my life.. btw dude, don't always tryna pissed me off or hurts me by kept saying ILOVEYOU, IMISSYOU.. if you don't really feel that way.. just don't mention it infront of me or neither your friends, because I think maybe iloveyou enough to set you free.. so why not fly away? Your FREE!! Get it?<br /></div>
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wish you happy ..<br /></div>r3b3cc@http://www.blogger.com/profile/05346696414987545429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4845785529341553.post-32037958124756051712009-11-21T15:30:00.000+08:002009-11-21T15:30:29.773+08:00Bad Romance - Lady Gaga<br />
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Actually this isn't counted as updating punye post, its just a normal thing that happen in my life.<br /></div>
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GAH~~<br /></div>
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wanna know what happen yesterday?! <span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><strong>Damn it !! >.<"</strong></span><br /></div>
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<span style="color: black;">Well, i told my dad that i did screwed my history papers and plus my mathx is coming soon enough.Wadafcuk right?! -____-</span><br /></div>
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hmm.. yesterday my dad gave a "GREAT" counseling session on that night, it was suppose a bed time but yet his there to beri his ucapan.. =.=#<br /></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">STUPID <span style="color: #741b47;">ASSHOLE </span>CAUKIA <span style="color: purple;">LAN</span> OLD MAN!! <span style="color: #073763;">>.<"</span></span><br /></div>
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I mean, come on la k? its just SPM not even gonna be A-Levels yet right.. zzz<br /></div>
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waddafcuk la .. he locked me up in my fcuking room.. >.<"<br /></div>
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Im not gonna upload any pictures soon <br /></div>
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either update my fcuking blog...<br /></div>
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exam is here.. busy busy busy with my schedules..<br /></div>
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Hah! anyways, i hereby wishing every F5s good luck and all the best yea!<br /></div>
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Gambateh ppl! xD ..<br /></div>
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Get me outta here! >.<"<br /></div>r3b3cc@http://www.blogger.com/profile/05346696414987545429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4845785529341553.post-60543230088149480362009-11-12T21:17:00.000+08:002009-11-12T21:17:10.257+08:00Two Is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls ft Taylor Swift<br />
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As far as I can recall, I have not been very attentive towards my studies for the first half of the year. As a result, I obtain poor passes in all the subjects. My teachers and parents advise me to double up my efforts so as to achieve better marks in the coming Trial Exams. But i could manage of getting 2nd place in my class for Khairul, the smarter nerdy-look guy took my 1st place. But somehow I am inclined to take things easy. Damn! I realise that i have actually failed my teachers and parents miserably by my stupid poor performance. And most of all I have <span style="color: #990000;">FAILED</span> myself! Gah! My future is at stake! T..T. . .<br />
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I also realise that many a golden time have i allowed to waste away in idleness and fooling around. I know that if i continue to adopt this lackadaisical attitude, i am <span style="color: red;">DOOMED TO MORE FAILURE!!</span> For now, i have a short time to catch up on my studies. And for all that, my mind is made up! I must not let down my teachers, friends, bibi and also parents. In this way round, i could have the more knowledge at the tips of my fingers. Futhermore, they too tell me to consult the examination guide-books which are available in bookshops and study how the questions are dealt with. But also warn me not to overwork myself. As the saying goes by, "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy", I ought to divide my time wisely so that I have sufficient time for study, for play, for food, for exercise and also for sleep. <br />
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I mean if i do all these, then I should be able to pass my exams with "<span style="color: magenta;">FL<span style="color: blue;">YI</span>N<span style="color: #274e13;">G</span> <span style="color: orange;">CO</span>LO<span style="color: #a64d79;">UR</span>S</span>". Above all, they tell me not to be nervous and become a victim of "exam fever". These are ailments of those who do not prepare for their subjects well. On the other hand, some of my friends tell me to take things easy. If you don't wanna study, why bother? They say. Useless betul! Let fate decide what the future holds for you. I mean whatever the future brings we have no guarantee nor certainty. For I, only know that when the future becomes present, many surprises occur and most of them are pleasant. Even the bad things are tolerable, so there is no point for me of keep on worrying.<br />
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The truth is that, these friends do not make any effort to improve their studies. They merely go through the motion of studying when the teacher asks them to do so, well dun misunderstands on this matter, for I am not saying anyone here okay. There is no commitment or enthusiasm in their work. Maybe they have resigned themselves to eventual failure. I realise that I have been behaving like them but I am determined now NOT to let the situation worsen. I will <span style="color: red;">NOT</span> allow myself to be overcome by hopelessness or complacency.<br /></div>
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I also know that only hard work from now on is kinda like late but it stills will do me any good. I know a better future awaits those who passes good examinations grades and I intend to be one of those kinda people too. In a way, getting good results would probably be a sort of repayment to my both parents and teachers for all the dedication, edu, support, care and also attentions they have given me. Thus, "The Will To Succed" has already becoming one of my motto and by following it too I could probably knew that success will come to my way. But for now, I could say that it's been a year that I have to bear my burden on my own, but now as I am having my life-partner, Deejay J who are sharing everything in me, with me. I also know that he wouldn't just leave me all alone here, but sometimes I do know that he is always trying his best for me. And for that too, I heart him alotZ. . .and it's uncountable. =)<br /></div>
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Thus on the whole, I must say that I am quite an actress too. Well, all of us are. We have to because circumstances do not permit us to do as we please. People have to act in certain ways so as not to disturb the order of things. In short, we have to live and let live. Well, I have come to the end of this, I could go on indefinitely for I have many stories to tell out, but I am expected to close here. Thus again, I have to give in to expectation and sign off.<br /></div>
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Stay tuned for more updates bah! . . .<br /></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;">p/s :: <em>I miss you Bi. Every single day and night.</em></span><br /></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><em>Wishing you were here laying by myside and </em></span><br /></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><em>Just want you to know that I'm always stuck on the thoughts of me and you.</em></span><br /></div>
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Missing you prettyboy.<br /></div>
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xoxo . . . .<br /></div>r3b3cc@http://www.blogger.com/profile/05346696414987545429noreply@blogger.com