Am look like this when down or emo-ing bout hardtime-life. Geez!! Was damn blady crazy and not having any good proper nice thoughts about what and why had recently happens and just bla bla bla .. .. ... (p/s: sorry) well, was trying to say that am i damn easy to be fool as if in feelings till i could get this heavily sick (fever etc.?)? or should i say damn clever to make a fool by myself and just let other guy take advantage at me when im sick? basically i don't even know who am i anymore or even try to be myself neither in or out these days. Don't know what to do, what to say or what to eat either, for now is like hiding in a small hole from being exposed in outside world. I can't seem to think properly or clearly these days, all i can say is that im lost, yes, totally lost. (p/s: maybe some ppl who thinks this fake, wtv la!) -sigh- ... ...
