Yup.. today is a god-damn-stress dayz cuz havin "exam fever" will get me lose of controlling mind..
haizz... day after day.. thought each day neither in school, work, out-going places
is always gonna be A-OK .. but not precisely exactly the truth =( hmmph..
so what exactly is about it today is yea ....>
Firstly, i was actually happy vit ma bunch of ma gang which is Mandy, Leng, Mag, U-Whye and Yik Chen..
well yea i am.. .. .. maybe thought of myself was happy. I kept laugh and laugh like a clown cuz Mandy n "Mama" were bz making jokes .. ...especially YC who always talks about her hunny bunny "YP".. LOL.. im damn freak out that it's been a longest year since me n YC were best friends and now finally i noe that YC is a "les" hehe... LOL.. maybe ..ah well...
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the point is that am i always happy vit all my friends around.. ?! do they really understands what i feels..?! i guess the only best friends that understands me is only Mandy n yea Leng obviously... Joanne..Nicole..n yea Mag too.. haihz.. i know that i wasn't suppose to question this.. but yup telling out the truth is much better than telling lies .. swtZ.. guess that "counselling session" between me and Mandy really works it out in me.. haha.. thx Mandy.. i do really appreciated it much ... xD
:'( wuwwuwuuu .... .....
haihz.. that "massive" SPM is cumin and its memang around de corner.. no more clubbing to relieve stress..[hehe] no more chattin online [can but once awhile] no more hanging out vit friends jor..all i can do now is "dok shu" only..Grrh.. study is bored sial.. sien dy leh.. hates it!! Gah!! =O shiisshh..later study oso tak boleh masuk kepala punya memory de.. BODOH BABI SIAL!! haha..wow.. improving ma bm ady..[keke]
=( hmmph...
well.. still rmb what they say abt me.. ppl says i always bullshit around lidat .... and yea i admit i do ... but when M starting to advise on that -my behaviour n attitude- .. [that time i was @@ shock out] but yea i still accept what she says is totally true.. cuz of the "counselling session" was trully a "new light" for me.. hahas.. and yup she did told me too about "karma"..[when thing comes around it goes around]macam pergi balik lidat..?! =] but im still happy cuz M, L n others still accepts me for who i am and what i do. this is trully best friends that u really can't find..they are always there for me when im sad, emo, quiet, cry...etc. they are always ready to be my ear ... shoulder ...unlike others just ask stupid questions..[dun wanna say out] =P
haihzz....
guess thats only for today.. gotta go out and take some time to think..relaxx..
[dun think i can always update this blogs anymore too bz vit my schedule] ciaoz..
