swt.. well today is another day..
and each day brings a whole new day.. indeed.. ah.. yea right.. whole new day.. SUX my sockx man..
grhh... dunno what exact topic im gonna say .... too many to list out actually..
ya ya ya.. i do noe that my english is kinda sux.. but at least do "composition""essay" is kinda like practical thing to do right...
hmmph...=]
well.. today havin my bm n bi both paper 1.. yea indeed i did alot of essay crap in it too! Lol.. wtf!..
its seems kinda tyring day.. hahas.. recall back what happen @ school just now is totally [dunno what to say]..and yea.. M's burfday is cumin up.. im still trying to persuade my dad so that he can let me go to M's hse and cele8.. haiz.. but after doing that.. -skip- ...
hahas... well.. at school.. well ... when i was doing my essay-writing..sudden i heard this malay guy[khairul] was praying and kept saying[asta..smth].. hmmph.. i do know that some ppl do pray hard for their exam to be A-OK .. just imagine if that guy really lulus.. he vil like just jump up and down.. swt.. and yea.. he did ask me some question but we are not [tiru] kay.. just ask for meaning.. and then finish hao jor.. past up..
and yea worst thing is that i haven even finish my bm paper yet.. Grrhh!!..wat a F paper.. they only give us like 1 1/2 hours nia.. shisshh!!.. >.<".. hates it.. dunno cumin out the real wan is dim yong.. think i'll be died meat by then.. arghh!! wat a lifeless freak i am.. but these days i realise something is totally different in me.. is that i dun talk so much nowadays... im like totally in silence mood... but not today cuz yup i got cakap abit la.. but not that much jor.. dunno why..??!! haiz.. sometimes all i feel is that why everyone is changing..??that is what makes me curious .. or am i the one who thinks alot and maybe im the one who changes alot..?? im really speechless in this matter.. there's nothing i could say..freak.. emo gothic bitch!!..=[
well.. M's day is cumin soon.. what am i gonna give her..? dun even noe what she likes.. all i noe is that she likes pink.. pinky lil thingy..?? swt...
hmmph.. this kinda life has to keep move on ... my friends always tell me that "girl once you fall,get back up and keep move onn".. i can still rmb her face when she look at me and say those words.. it is so touching till i cry.. but yea.. let me say smth.. being a girl is not easy too.. cuz once ur in a relationship..u fall..u cried..and hoping someone there is always besides you is only ur friends that cares..for you.. unlike the guys.. they only likes to chui sui.. [Zomg!!plz dun say me okay!!] they always say the sweetest words to make u feel special...OMG!!! cut it out!! this all is just BULLSHITS!!.. well im a girl.. so what..? can't a girl do things like guys do..? yea i noe not to say in ***.. that piece of shit!!.. but its the truth.. girls actually can do whatsoever guys can do except that F* thingy.. so what.. to me.. guys is always be guys.. they dun change unless they are totally different... [I SAY "IF"].. lolz.. what a life man..
anyways.. my baby boy[myfriend]from Melbourne is cumin back to town.. rawkin vit me in da house.. hahas.. i missess him too much.. maybe someday i'll introduce him to M.. maybe she would like it.. hahas..maybe la.. just say nia.. later if she sees this.. she's gonna screw me 99.. hahas.. well.. i've been missing him for like 3 years man.. wtf! haha.. ... see what we can do when his back... maybe clubbin again as usual.. he drive.. im passenger.. haha... hmmph.. think that's all for today.. tyring of typing jor.. wanna study.. tmr sc paper 1 & 2.. haihz.. must score this time.. ah well... gotta run.. maybe next time i'll try to put something a lil bit interest stuff in it.. ciaoz..xD
