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Saturday, July 18, 2009

what a stupid mistakes i've ever made!! betul-betul bodoh la!!

These are the few things that made me regret being in relationship vit you......
at first.. u say u luv me...n also ur the one who pulled me up...
and now look @ what u did to me...jz letting me down in sorrow...
n the most saddest thing that happen to me is when looking @ u never did or bother to say u're glad that u've found me..and jz acting stupid like an a*****e there n kept telling me not to tell others that v r in a relationship....n u did also ask me not to love u so much....on the day when u chat vit me...u also tell me that i always bullshitting.... finally v break cuz u say im childish ....u jz let love down....and u let me down....i am so shock@@ when u say lidat...n u also called me jz to tell me that im childish...n askin me to stop bullshitting u... i was like what did i do man....im totally stunted there when u say lidat...

but didn't u realise that when im in problem...i nid u...n i din tell u so cuz i noe u'll still think that im still like to bullshits a lot.....n on that day too....when u wrote on ur msnname when i nid u,ur not around....then on that time too i was thinking the same thing.....but it's jz no use too....cuz its useless now...well...there's nothing much i can say ...its jz that u all always say im bullshit abouts this and that.....

for now i'll jz have to listen what my best friends say...
like what had maggie told me b4...life is memang easy come n easy go....
but finally i realise that in this world...nobody is perfect wan n so do i.....
it's jz that i wana say i regrets for all the words to make u special or cool......
omgosh~! plz plz plz forget about it.....now starts to erase all those "sweet" memories...
for those who read my blog....this is reality...like my best friends say....guys are useless...
girls dun get easily vit them....and for me..i jz gotta be STRONG~!!
and for those advise from mandy,leng n oso mag...
i really appreciated it so much....
like what leng says....true friends dunid no demands...jz sincerityn honesty ...
thats all i have to say....cuz in the end about all "monkeys luv"....its jz a bullshit....
and like right now....i really shuld be happy vit all my 4 best friends around me...
they are always here for me....and always are there to lend their ears....n advises from them...

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U GUYS DE!!!!!
~MANDY ~MAGGIE ~LENG ~YIKCHEN.... n oso counted "mama"....
muaxx .... x}