sometimes feel like missing someone ..sometimes feel like wana cry out loud..
i jz wana noe de truth ...
does he really love me ..?!
but it has proven for these days ..that he is not!!!
when v are on it.. everyday every nite he vil leave me a msg ...
jz to ask whether have "u eaten .. gudnite..sweet dreams .. i love u "..
but in the end all this words that came out from him is jz a bullshit!!
but in a sudden .. he had left me vit a breaking 'glass'..n saying im always acting like a kid ..
when i was in painness..he seems dun care at all...
n kept talking to his friends ..playing games ..
guess now im wrong..choosing him...tot of him being "the one"
n tot he is the one for me ..
but it jz that i've realise he is not..a true love doesn't exist now ..
it vil come when it is ur real time ..
n for that ..true happiness vil always be vit u ...
no matter what .... i'll still be happy although im not vit u anymore ..
f*** it .. asshole .. heartless ...
