maggie...
all i can do is just to leave u alone....
mag.....
to me...its like everythings start to dissapear..
dissappear into the background that started to silence......
sometimes i can't seem to bear in suffer and crying no more.....really too tired...
GOSH~~ ...sometimes i feel .... this isn't really like myself anymore... n i still wonders why..
n what happen to me...???!!...
its not that i hate you mag....
and this is the truth .... jz dun say everyone boleh cakap sajelah ..
when i was trying to explain on ytd nite... u jz dun give a dam at all.. n its feels so...dam!
seriously...been through all the hard times vit you before..
rmb when u used to cry all the times at sch.. i really felt that im ur friend...n im always there for u...and since on that day too.. we became close...real close...
haiz...for this time maybe u jz really nids time......i vil not bother u anymore...
serious...i do noe ur mad at me now...and yea i really do understands....
and i jz can't seem to do nth....im so sorry....
but i still dun get the point of the words from you...????
why do u say i hate you in the first place... i really dun get that... maybe its jz a misunderstanding..or maybe not ....
all i can say is this....
" i really wanna have a nice..happy life vit u guys.."
:_: and i dun wanna get involve in any monkey relationship no more...
T..T i do really wish that u'll forgive me once again...
all i want is jz wishing that this FRIENDSHIP moment will last forever....
i promise that i'll always be myself...
i promise that i'll always be true to u guys...
and yea...jz feel bad or sorry is not enuf for me to be back to u again...
yes i don understands ur feeling rite now...i noe u probably hurt or sad ...
but im wrong...and im really sorry for all stupid craps that i did..
im not blaming anyone...it is my fault.... and yes....maybe im jz a ..................
gosh~~..... T-T....and yes for everything that is happening now between u n me..
i noe to you its finally finish..yea..ok..i accept...
but im so so so so sorry for what i've done.....
all i nid now is just let the time do the work...
n yea...maybe u'll be better when the right time comes...maybe...
jz be happy...dun always sad maggie...
and FOREVER ..BEST FRIENDS...with wholehearted like u say...ok ....im so so so so sorry....mag..
yes ..maybe this is not the right time to talk to you...
but im sure ONE DAY u'll forgive me...and accept me back as ur best friends....
but all now is too late.....
i'll jz leave u alone....ok.....jz let u chill first....ok
im so so so sorry......it is really my fault this time...u can blame it on me....my wrong...
and yea....wat mandy says is also quite true...
maybe when im vit u guys...im not myself....like to drag ppl around...making stupid jokes..
i've screwed everything....i always mess things up....fix ady again messed up..
well.. mandy thx for ur advise....i do really appreciated it soooo much...
YES~~ i'll try my best to let things go....free them out...
be myself....always be truthfull....NO MATTERS WHAT.....
I STILL LOVE MY BEST FRIENDS~~
# MANDY
#MAGGIE
#LENG
#YIKCHEN
#U-WHYE
n yea.....others too....
all i can say is sorry for all stupid craps i've made...really...hope u'll forgive me....
