I Gotta Feeling - B.E.P

Hello Bloggy,

Could I just express out everything and put it in the blog for I cannot express it out by mouth anymore. I hates repeatition, I don wanna confuse my fcuking brain by kept on repeating the same answer the question that kept haunting inside. Hmm ... =/

I mean yes, in the very first beginning I did not wanna have a blog bout my family matters. Its too privacy, but this ain't no more pri de vate.Well, after took the advises from my teachers and few of my friends and owning a blogspot . . . . My purpose of opening a blog is because I just wanna express all my feelings here, thats all. Damn! What was Im babbling about?! =/

Okay, back to my part. Well, ye see that I've updated about the post just now which was about my dad/STEPDAD return from Shah Alam, my aunt's place and starting to make hell out of noises as if like his POSSESSED!! O.O" And yeah, before that, my stepmom told us that his been making hell of noises since his in Shah Alam. Haizyer . . . small matter transform into A BIG TROUBLE!!

After then, he kept shouting at us by saying that our work is not good, we are always the bunch of assholes ... bla .. bla .. bla ..=/ So we just stood infront of him like soldiers, standing up straight, putting our head down and plus no movement at all till my whole body cracked up except for Jo, she selamba je. >.<"

-SKIP-

Hmmm . . . . .

I mean it's been a few years that 2008 had just ended with a blink of an eye and then came along 2009 , the bad lucks, and soon enough 2010 its coming, which a brand new year for me and everyone too. I mean look how fast the time passed and guess what?!!

I'M 18 YEARS OLD BY JANUARY 05 YEAR OF 2010 . .

WOOHOO . . .!!!! xDD . .

Sighness . . . Its been almost 7-teen years since I've been with this sickness . .  I could hardly breathe for some time and my throat is getting painer. Ah well . . . I guess I shud keep moving on with this life and not making my family worries.. Hmmm . .  I mean there are no good times that I've been through although I have learn something new each day and each time in my life but that doesn't mean that I've changed. But so far so close, I've changed my style of dressing, my style of thinking, my behaviour and plus changed my perspective towards my bf too . . hehe . . xP . Hmmm . . Frankly speaking, I do still miss my ex although I knew that I've done something that he dislikes, although we are not together now but Im still hoping that he could live a better life in a better world with a better choice of his. Actually, I have been thinking about this all so much that now it had actually really affected my studies. Gah~~ worst part is no more pool and clubs!!

SPM IS AROUND THE CORNER AND ITS GETTING MORE CLOSER !! >.<"

Till then.

Stay tuned for more. =)

p/s :: This either you controls your attitude or it controls you.

Take your choice. Buhbye.

Silly Boy - Lady Gaga ft Rihanna

Hello bloggy,

hmmm ... yesterday nite was kinda crazy at the beginning as my dad just got back from Shah Alam and then just scolded me 99 all in sudden as if like his on fire. But he is, well, I din notiice that he scolded my brother and a worker at Shah Alam. Haiz.. ... whatever la. Back when he kept scolding me from around 11pm till 2am, Waddafcuk! zz ... people no need to sleep ge meh! And yeah, one by one kena scolded 99, almost everyone kena screwed by that nite. Oh Mee Gad! Damn YOU, old man! I damn 7 hate him now.. Not say now, but always since I'm small I've keep revenge towards him!! >.<" Watch OUT!

This what I really hates about him ::

1. YOU made our life miserable in the first place and yet your saying we brings you more burden.

2. YOU, your not the person who really have responsible at all. Why am I saying that is because you can't even survive in the true life!

3. YOU, your not the person that really brought me in this family, it is your mom who really ADOPTED me and put me in this family, and I am indeed feel very grateful of that but now? She's gone, Forever. T..T

4. YOU are the one who changes alot. Don't push always tryna push the blame on me la okay. Just look at yourself, old man. Damn YOU!!

5. YOU, once you came back from work.. LOL! your just trying making me laugh over you la. I do know you! YOUR a king of LIARS! YOUR always full of lies. I just learn from based on what YOU have teached only ma, So, shud the blame be on YOU or ME? Moron!

6. YOU teached Jon to go for prostitution at the age of 13.. LOOK! he is only 13 years old, still so young and yet you, THE BIOLOGICAL FATHER destroy his future! And also starting to teach him and drag him into the darkside! Do you ever realise of that? NO!! Because I think that YOUR THE ONE WHO ARE SLEEPING IN A DREAM WORLD! Wake up la SOHAI OLD MAN!!! >.<"

7. YOU starting to bring in some ciplak ugly-looking prostitute inside Uncle Bernard's office and also at home. YOU THE ONE WHO ITCHY BACKSIDE AND GO AROUND FCUKING!! Walao! Do you think your so blady geng?! NO! YOU got brain, you shud be using it la moron! I STARTING to HATE you after you SLAP on my mom, and also that it reminds me of something, which is I slapped your precious wife too!! FCUK YOU! You think your what? AGONG ga? Balik Tong Sat la! LU takda sesuai sini la! LU caukia asshole!

8. YOU try to make more reasons to chase me out of the house several times, Im ready la!!

9. YOU try to make more and more bullshits reasons to slap me, right?! YES!! YOU did. Just take a look of yourself, YOUR a cacat fellar la, Im still young la old man. Why not? YOU just fcuk of my side then.

10. YOU make up all of your story and then go tell your friend you got this la you got that, SOHAI! Don't you  realise that everyone is HATING you like shit. They treat you nice now, but later on? What Happen? YOU don't know too right. Don't think you got bunch of friends, doesn't mean that you can still hurt me.

All I can say that every single thing that you have give education, support, money etc. Thats all FAKE! Understands?!! MORON!! CAUKIA old man! And I hates it when you ask what I wanna be, A GRO? A Prostitute? FCUK YOU MAN!! I know you hates me and let me tell you this too I HATES YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE!!!!!

Old man .. old man .. you just have to wait for my revenge .. Its coming soon enough .. then don't need the hell to come and fetch you, for I can SEND you to HELL too, ye know?!! Your lucky cuz Im having SPM now.. if not, YOUR gonna get it from me.. Imma still keeping my revenge towards you, and yes every Capricorn does keep revenge. REMEMBER that!! And soon enough too, imma be 18 years old, I'll get out of this house, Im not gonna stay with you anymore, imma work for my lil brothers and sisters, I DON'T NEED your fcuking help at all by that time, YOU can just fly kai! Go and live with your precious chinese GF of yours la, I CURSE YOU ONE DAY YOU'LL SLOWLY SLOWLY SUFFERING ONE BY ONE, GAH~~!! Your day haven't come yet, and so do your precious gf.. you just have to wait.

REMEMBER that! Imma have my revenge on you soon enough. For I got plenty of time cuz Im still young. >.<" Damn YOU old man!! Damn im kinda tired now.. maybe update it next time. =\

Till Then ..

Stay tuned for more updates ..

p/s :: Im not drunk when im blogging. This is my facts. Believes it or not, you decide. Plus, I don't bullshits on this matter. =)

Well, got to go for it is gonna be a busy day.

xoxo .. lovess

Everyone have 2 sided poker face.So do I.

hehe ... miss you guys Andrew YJF.

Mandy, Leng, Everyone.

Silly Boy - Lady Gaga ft Rihanna

Damn fcuking bored today sial! And yeah obviously took a few random piccas. The boredom strikes once more!! Taadaa!! >.<" urghh.. sick of these.

The next girl on the block =)

The lil girl is in da town .. swt! >.<"

The crazy bitch on the hook! huh?!! O.O"

speechless ..?! ily myboy =)

All time Favourite  muaxx xD

The innocent-look on this lil girl.

Hmmm .... what can I say? She's bored! Shuddap!

Well, there's not much I could say for today for it is indeed a most dreadful and worst day ever that happens in her life. Not much going out with friends unless she HAS to skip school, no more clubbing as daddy's friend's daughter won't wanna go out till late and just wanna be a good-girl at home doing her revise. Walao this 17th life is just simply de not fun at all for I CANNOT even go out except school. Stupid SPM, like what Budak KL says SPM => Saya Perempuan Malaysia. LOLx! O.O"

Till then.

Stay tuned for more updates coming up for sure. =)

kissess .. xoxo ... lovess

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

Hello Bloggy,

Fuh! Today was suppose to hang out with Mandy. But the plan is canceled because ::

1) too busy with SPM schedules

2) too busy with my cousin going to Aussie without me :'(

3) too busy with my aunt's rented house at Shah Alam

4) have to jaga the office at D'sara Perdana with my lil sis

5) too busy with my stepmom's babbling since morning.. zzZ!! >.<"

Actually, I just woke up at around 9am then just went to brush my teeth, dry my blanket for yesterday was not dry enough and then went to study. After 10 minutes of study, heard the sound of my stepmom's bike outside the gate. >.<" shsish! Gah! Whatever la! Haiz.. Im totally speechless for today, for it was just a beginning of a new day. Morning somemore! Hmm... SIEN! Anyways, got a phone call from a friend of mine, April which now she is recently staying at Canada, haiz.. poor girl. She start crying when I picked up her call and I ask her what is going on with her and Danny Boy, so yeah she express it all out once and for all. Damn! That poor lil girl kena bull by him again. Haiz! Then I try to calm her down for she is almost being crazy crying and shouting at my ears.. Damn! But stills manage to calm her down and I started to give her advises on that since she needed my help so much. I could say that she is unlike my other girlfriend, which is kinda strong to take all in life.

    I mean , Hey! Everybody face different types of challenges, right. There's no doubt that everything may or could even happen in this world. The truth is that Im a girl that dislikes a guy or whosoever threat my friends harsh or rude. And yeah I did called that MORON! and I started shouting at him, guess what was he doing by that time? He was busy playing games with his friends. Gila de BAbi! Waddafcuk!

    Back on the advises that I gave to April, I told her that never love unless you think you can, but you have to bear with all the faults of man. Love is always blind although im in a relationship now, it still doesn't make any consence. And yes,

YOU can't always get what you WANT,

But if YOU try sometimes,

you just might FIND

Or just get what you NEED!

AND

A sadly reflection,

That a lover forsaken,

A new love may get,

But a neck? When once it broken,

It can never be set.

        I mean hey! do tell me one thang? Does true love exist? Does happiness exist too? Does eternal joy and everlasting love exist ? What the future brings? Do you know all those? Does forever alive? To tell you all this answers? Well, it is not me. But it is you who should ask yourself before you wanna try on something new or something more rough. But in this kinda life like this, I won't be stupid to preferring a life like this, I do know that everyone wanna have a pure, sincerity, full of joy and happiness, But This?? NO!

      Depends whether you like it or not, like I said. In this world, there are no one is ever the perfect or imperfect unless you think it for yourself then. Its your mind that makes you miserable, the condition, stress la, emo la, what else? Im not tryna say anyone in here, but its all the truth. Sometimes, other people could make their life much more easier while others? could only stay in miserable. Haiz.. could I just stop here? Im really dun wanna talk much more on this matter. Its SUx! But there's only a thang that I could say is that be yourself, for we never know the true value of friends. The only reward of virtue is virtue, the only way to ahve a friend is to be the one. While they live we are too sensitive of their faults, when we have lost them, then you'll only can see their virtues. Its because ::

a FRIENDSHIPS always benefits,

a LOVE could only bring injuries.

 Remember, Life has its up and down.

Till then. Stay tuned for more updates coming up!

xoxo. love, reb.

Push ft Lil Wayne - Enrique Iglesias

Gah!! What is wrong with my blogs dates??!!!

Damn all is so cacat-ted!!! zzz..

Oh yea! updates coming up..

Do stay tuned!

Till then, Chau! xoxo xD.

phew~~ another @$@$@ day..?

Can You Hear Me - Enrique Iglesias (Remix)


Hello bloggy,

Good morning, =) well today is just another day... i mean yeah yesterday!! Firstly, I was so frust with the problem at my dad's partner office which located at Damansara Perdana, and yeah! ROBOH (DESTRUCTION) time!! >.<" well ye see in the beginning we have been receiving tons of saman paper posted to our office.. I mean whoever knew my dad, Do ye think he care a damn? NO! He don't even give a damn on whatsoever paper is that. For him, its just a lil case. Lol! So yea receive colourful saman papers too, such pink, red, etc. Haiz.. crazy man..

      Anyways, full loads of MPPJs came to destruct the construction site which only is next to office. And yea I did took a lotsa pics.. but that is because daddy ask me to do so. So, before they tryna come in and start to destruct, my dad came out and start shouting, guess how was his voice will be like? Gasak ady. haha.. Too dry la his throat. Then while tryna stop them from making hell of noises, my dad went out and have a "shout" talk! Oh yea, guess what? The whole neighbourhood could only hear his voice, and by that every single neighbour start coming out and 8 gua.. Geng right?!! Another 10 minutes later, my dad bought in a MPPJ officer inside the office and have a look. -SKIP- ... Then at around 11am, every single muscular MPPJs man went inside and start destroying the construction site. Damn 7 noisy weih~~ but anyways still I could say there are NO any lengzai at all.. hehe =P. Hmmm.. while they are doing their job, I was busy taking their stupid pics.. DUN B POSER LA! @$#&^*%#@ u bukan lengzai pun >.<"!!

    Meanwhile, after got tired of taking the steps that they are doing (hitting the blocks), they only got to knock down a few parts because there are parts that cannot be knock down otherwise it will hit on another neighbour's area too, so yea they have no choice at all by not hitting it.. hehe LOSERS (L).. Finally, they got back at around 3pm.. semua BLAH! haha =P. So yea continue my day as I was so tired because early morning gotta wake up and exercise for my fatty leg.. keke~~ Ah well, lastly there's nothing more to do actually for yesterday. But stills get to enjoy the destroying part as they are making hell of noise while tryna knock down the blocks anyways gotta run cause gotta work that have to be done before afternoon.

Till then, Stay tuned for more updates coming up!

buhbye .... *wave hands* xoxo.

When boredom strikes !!

his is totally a retarded pics..

Random ... silly ... naughty? haha.. maybe a lil bit..=)

hehe.. maybe a lil drunk.. beer anyone?!

=P .. looks more like a dick pop out .LOL!

this happens when your TOO bored at office!! >.<"

betul-betul like a MPH patient! O.O"

Next, what happens when your TOO bored in the room also?!! LOOK!

This is what happens to me! So beware anytime could go @%$#@! =_+"

Someone plZZ help her out man! Bored TiLL dead!

she's sweet like sugar?! Think again. Look closer!

She's not a dick licker!! SHUDDAP!

Peek-A-Boo! .... Get Lost! Dun wanna see you! ... REB a.k.a BLURRY

Take 2 Orang Gila?!

=| ... =\ ... cute? Dunno?

well .. thank you very much for todays's entertainment.

I hope everyone could enjoy the silly piccas.. At last.. do tell me something aite. =D

The bruise that I got from crazy accident!! Pain Pain leh!! ="(

See what I mean? DaMn BLUE-BLACK.

Haiz.. more updates coming up!

Stay tune. Till then, xoxo.

suppose to be 04.11.2009

Silly Boy- Lady Gaga ft Rihanna.

Hello bloggy,

haiz.. i been asking this kinda question for long time ..?

=> what is love ?

      All i know love is always makes people go blind .. because its blind. But regarding to what my besties had to say is that "love is never having you to say your sorry because your truly partner dun just simply blame on you if he could really understands you alotz. Well, is it true that there is more pleasure in loving than in being beloved.? I mean yeah, maybe kot.

       I wanna say love is only a chatter, its acts are only a temporary one, because even the letter "forever" doesn't last long and trust me, karma do exist too.. what goes around comes around .. once he did it, that karma will surely hits him back for what he has done to you tho. I guess what my besties say was true too, for a man is always a hunter while those woman/teenages are just their part of the games. Well, there's nothing else I can say for it is definitely and not probably that every single life in everydays 24/7 365 has its ups and down. Imagine that?!! wow.. thats amazing? NO!!

      And what about happiness? Does this actually exist? Dun ask me. For I my own dun even know whether it does exist or not. All I can tell is that Happiness is not an ideal of reasons, but of imaginations. And its kinda true that true Happiness consists not in the multitude of friends, but in the worth and your choice of choosing your own path. And yes, maybe guys are only a temporary one. Because why?! [For Couples] Do ask yourself, Dun ask why am I blogging like this. =) Haiz.. why am I feeling so down now? Wanna know why? maybe cuz of my ex. I mean yeah ... He is diff from anyone .. but he sometimes can act like a jerk .. I mean like waddafcuk!! Damn! When I think about it, Gosh~~ feels like slapping him man! Damn YOU JackAss! I knew I did my mistakes and so do yours, but i did try to apologise .. its just that you just won't accept that kind of lil facts. You take things too seriously, And now YOU made me hating you more and more!! Do you know that? I dun think you wanna know because you never give a damn about what people thinks about you.. YOU FCUKER!! Swt!

     What made me thinks about you is that in the beginning, I just mention the word I Like You instead of I Love You, right?!!! YES!! Then, what is ur reaction when you hears that from my own fcuking mouth? And I dun think that you will know about it too right.. I mean I REGRET of having you as a part of my life!! Fcuk YOu man!! Screw You!! GUY GUY you're just being too choosy over a girl.. but look what have YOU done to her, YOU took what is hers! YOU screwed everything in her life and also nearly breaking a closest friendship with her besties which she knew for damn 7 longer time better than knowing YOU first! I mean what the fcuking hell is your problem? And now your tryna chase LeeYuee? KahYing? Who's next , man? Who's gonna be your next victim of sex? Fcuk OFF la! You LIFELESS FREAKz!... You suppose to know that your getting older and not much younger like last time.. your face grows old STUPIT! Face the mirror la before you judge or gossip about me!! Stop sending stupit rumours about me la.. like you said I won't regret to leave you aside... Fcuk Off! And yeah at first I was thinking of this fcuking cibai rhyme in my fcuking head!

       "He was once my North, my South, my East, my West,

My schooling week, my working week and my Sunday rest,

My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song,

I thought that LOVE would last forever;

But in the end, IT HAS PROVED ME WRONG!"

        

           Ah well, I could only describe you as a word :: useless :: Its damn hurts alot when I look the way you treated me.. It almost like a dog following what its owner says. That YOU! Fcuking Asshole! Gah~~ There's nothing else I can say no more... To me, your just a another guy which desperate for sex! thats all.

A guy like this is totally not worth the price because he is memang a ciplak and also a cheap person..likes to jual mahal.. too choosy over boobs.. waddafcuk! Get out of my side! Hmmm ... >.<" so yeah in life, there's no doubt on everything may happen such as a lie which can be halfway round the world before the truth has got its boots on. =)

I always remember this,

A kiss is still a kiss,

A sigh is always will be a sigh,

The fundamental things that apply,

As the time goes by.

**sometimes great person seldom see their faces in a true glass.

Hmm.. feels kinda tired and relieved now.

Got to go jogging =) tee-hee..

Arios Amigos!!

what a b-b-b-boring day =\

Listening Do You Remember -Jay Sean ft Sean Paul..

 yup.. damn 7 sien and also tired..

dad not around .. mum too ..

bf lagi buat ape? still kat college lor =\ miss him..

haiz.. see biler nak exam.. i'll surely go to "bed"..

hahas.. good nite ppl .. ;P

Anyways, maybe wanna sneak out tonight ..

CLUBBING NITE!! xD with my babyboy .. teehee

well .. got to go cuz works pilling up.. haiz

i miss you and imma meet ye tonite ..

love you babyboy .. muaxx .. XoXo!

28.10.2009 GRADUATION DAY ..wait! clubbing too.. shud I go?

 Hello bloggy,
Urmm.. today suppose to go to school for the stupid un-official langsung of graduation day for 2009 .. =X
What the hell?!! Apa hal weih~~ I mean basically all F5s shud be graduating after finish SPM ma, then maybe like that could be more fun. <=)
  But hey, for today's graduation ceremony, I did went .. WaiJin came and pick me up at around 7am and yea definitely stuck in the traffic jam .. but it didn't last long la the traffic jam .. =) so we reach school almost 7.30am .. okay, talk about WaiJin fetch me to school and when we reached, I come out from his car and I did say thank you for his kindness and sorry for all the troublesome ... awww ... TQ WaiJin xDD. And yea few of my friends saw I came out from his car, and then they started to ask crazy question : "Reb, your boyfriend fetch you to school ar?!! zzz.. Hey that guy not bad wor." I was like O.O"! Swt!! Then I almost repeated 10 over times by saying his not .. his not .. his not.. zzz ... his just a friend of mine lar. What the hell weih~~ Does he really look like my boyfriend?!! Why everyone so 8 gua de?!! Deng! Because when Nabila saw me coming, I was walking behind her then we walked together, after that the question starting t drift out from everyone. What the Fcuk!! >.<"

Hmm ... truthfully is that yes I admit that I am being emo all along =\  .. maybe is because of my so-called-future-whenever-boyfriend (Ice)'s problem. He is sick now. poor boy =P... but stills syg him lar okay =). Oh well, today seems tired but happy cause after I gave Mandy and my jubah to Danson and Khairul to wear, then straightly just walk out the front gate and then just straight away heading to Mandy's house. It was like I spend only [consider] 1 hour walk from school to DJ SS22/37, Ah well, at least I can consider doing morning exercise ma =) Lol! Then I slept at her room. Durh! Takkan her toilet meh>?!!
  
     Gila! Lol! Well when she's taking her bath, I went to sleep for I guess ... 2 hrs gua. Then, took breakfast at her house too. =) then went for a nearby park.. hehe.. Well after a while, go back home and just sit down watching chinese movie. Lol! Then after watch jor, we left to 1-U at around 11am. Thank You , Leng Lui xD then we went to buy SEVENTEEN magazine .... haiz.. Mandy the paparazzi biatch.. hehe =P. Then Mandy say wanna go Forever 21 to show me the skirt that she amazed about. I was like O.O" okay nila. Then we walk around cuz its so bored. Then, we decide to play snooker .. haha .. Mandy and I played 2 rounds .. while playing half way winning the game, Leng came in sudden. Soh Poh! Let me tell you this la, whenever you call this girl har, she won't pick up your calls de. Shish >.<" --SKIP--
     Then after game, we went to makan dekat CHARMS.. hehe .. lastly I pay out only RM4 .. Gah~~ i already pokai de la.Diao! These days having difficulties in money aspect man. use to sewa the jubah la .. this la .. that laa .. la .. la ... la...What the Fcuk! @@"! haiz .. everything that is involve in money that I have spend are totally out of the blue .. Gah!! >.<" Then after CHARMS, we wanted to go for a movie at TGV/GSC de, but all the shows are b-b-b-b-boring. Hmm .. now is getting more boring on days by days. Swt! Maybe post another one at another day bah. Anyways, more updates are coming up soon. =) enjoy!

**About the accident part, I dun feel like saying it out. Maybe next time =)

 Missing you babyboy =S.

Muaxx .. x0x0.

26-10-2009 wha-wha-wha she have to say =)

Hello bloggy, =)

Hmm.. what i wanna say today... actually what is happening around today ..... Urmm .. well not much actually happens today because spending almost half-day at school. LolZ..

That's normal .. Durh .. Hmmm.. well gonna sumarized it up. At school, only me, Danson, mag and Yikchen and some other pupils came to school. While Mandy and Leng are absent because of laziness .. =.="

hehe .... well I was late today, almost. But yeah sudden woke up and look at the time, its almost late!! -skip-

Back to the school, me, Danson, Mag and Yikchen was enjoy chatting for almost 4 periods .. hehe .. teachers not teaching ma so mai chat lor.. xDD.

At first, we were having our gossips and then we talk about Carmen .. hehe .. =P

Me and Mag was wondering why Carmen act like as if she is so afraid to talk to us? then we decided to ask Danson, then bla-bla-bla.. Danson told that she is a person who gets into jealousy damn fast. =\ hmm.. okaaayyyiiee... but eventually if a girl gets jealous very quick, that could lead you easily into anger. Rawr! hahas.. well bout it? depends la! =P

Haizz.. -skip the topic la- damn lazy to elaborate it.. damn 7 complicated!

Gah~~ so what happen for all the convinience study. Whatever! Damn! I felt damn worry now for SPM is around the corner.. Swt! O.O"! Every F5 is! Hmm.. dam tired la these days .. well talk about the famous-sexy babe April .. admit she's hot! but just too skinny ady.. hehe.. sorry ya babe.=) -Skip-!!!

Fcuk! english grammar is getting worse and worse! Arghh~~ Wednesday! on 28 Oct 2009 leh! GRADUATION AND CLUBBING DAY TOO!! Gosh~~ almost forgot about it. =\ haizyer brain damn sakit la now. Bikin pusing only.. GAH~~

** sorry bloggy, tmr or next day only try to update you back la.. more updates coming soon =)

=( wish I'm not in this kinda life right now ... damn tired!!!

     someone, please help me???!!!!

To be continued....

23.10.2009 Friday Best Friends Day.. but a day w/t Leng =\

Oh well for today definitely is a truly happy day for me, wanna know why?
Because I get to hang out with my friends but just only for today lor. And yup this time I didn't FFK oh..
hmm.. so whats the story is like today? Lets just see..

=> In the very 1st beginning around 7.00am reached school to meet U-whye and Yikchen but couldn't meet them cause dunno where they have been.. Grhh! Then from school I went to TTDI market's toilet to have a change while waiting for them to come over.

=> Then, both came in sudden and when we finished, three of us heading to Maggie house by walking together. And yeah its quite fun that besties walking together sambil chatting. Indeed it was a great feeling ever!! =D

=> We walk and walk and walk .. through the road, and school etc. Then finally a few more steps, we reach Mag's house. Before we reached, we say Mag was waiting for us. Hahaha... awww... she is so sweet xD then we went inside. But before that, Mag ask us to keep quiet for her parents argued yesterday. Haihhzz. what a poor thing to Maggie. I really getting worry and worry about her for what she told us that she's gonna work alone outside. But yeah we did gave her some useful advise by asking her not to think too much and try to be strong at all times and keep move on with her mother. Hmmm... her condition is getting worse and worse by day cause of her family problem. For me, I could really see that she is indeed love her family so much although she kena "tortured deeply" in her. -sigh- Lets not continue this. Its making me sad and more worry about her. If I could, I do really wanna help her alot. =\

=> Back to what happen at Mag' house, we spent almost 2 hours at her house. Im watching tv, U-whye is having a massage in a massage chair while Yikchen went to sleep with Angie. Lol! So Poh!! .. U-whye kept asking for Mag's laptop and Yikchen was playing it all the time in the room. Swt! O.O"! Then we bertolak from Mag's house to 1-Utama at 9.00am. Fisrstly, Mag says she wanna call her grandpa to come over her house and fetch us but we say dunid for we wanna be independent. Lol! so yeah we walk from Mag house to 1-U. Indeed it was a long journey but yeah eventually we spend time together chatting all the way from getting bored. Damn! It was a hot day then at the first place for me, Im wearing a spaghetti in black and a white-half pants. Lol! but still sweating all along.

=> then finally we reached around 10.00am YAY!! but then we went to One World hotel toilet first to realease our thingy. hehe.. Its quite fun although we all are tired for being in along journey walking. Then we walk to Arena. Me and U-whye were sleeping while Yikchen eating her breakfast and Mag is busy messaging. After then, Ice called me and ask baby where are you? then i say I kat OU, u wanna come izit? but he say he couldnt make it cause of the jam  at Sunway .. and he say he can't make it on time for it is quite far from SEGI COLLEGE to 1-U. Maybe next time bah so I say its ok then =). After then, we went to GSC to buy tickets but before that I bring Mag with me for walking around 1-U for I've been so long never jalan-jalan with her ady. -skip-

=> After that before we got back to GSC, we walk again. Until Carmen, baby Jia Xin and Zhen came and took "mama" away. Then we headed back to Yikchen cause she's alone. hmm kesian pulak kat dia. hehe ..
Finally around 12pm, we went to GSC to meet U-whye but dunno where he went.. nah nevermind.. Me, Mag and Yikchen went to a place [forgot where ady].. to play games. Well we did enjoy ourself then. =D Then around 1pm, we met Mandy at GSC and we went for snooker. WooHoo!! the only 1st round jor I just won Mandy. haha xDD sorry ya babe.. hehe.. =P Then the second round gave U-whye who took my place and won over her too! Yay! =P Haha.. the noob [me] versus the pro[Mandy] .. But too bad that all this happens without Leng. Haihzz.. =( After got tired of snooker, we went Honeymoon and eat... fogot what I've eat and drink ady, only get to remember the ovum-like jelly soda and the ice-cream.. yummy!!.. xDD

=> Last and finally I had to go back to office after paying the bill. Its around 3.00pm I went back office by a stupid taxi fee cost RM12. So stupid lor!! Damn! Wth!! last time only have to pay RM9 now RM12.. apa hal naik harga ni!! kecoh la!! SOhai !!! then after reach office jor, i saw no one only my sis who helps to jaga the office.. Urghh!! haihzz.. nevermind la at least I really did enjoy myself for today. xDD

p.s. Sorry can't seem to upload any piccas cause I didn't bring my camera =P
      Maybe next time. =)
      Well, more updates coming soon. About SPM, lets just not think about it at the moment.
      Got to go cause there's more work that have to be done by tonight =)

** Maggie,
    Please do listen to what I've advise you just now kat 1-U.
    I do really hope that you'll get much more mature after all this happens.
    At last, be a grown-up girl, think positive, look front dun look back, head held high and always be strong.

Ok. Miss ya babes.. XoXo Muaxhh. xD

22.10.2009

Hello again,

Well for today is just another normal day as usual =)

Ok, Lets just skip to the important topic of the day that is today. Lol!!

Well actually today i felt sd for almost the whole day. Haihz .. Dun feel wanna talk about sad things anymore. Its useless..

Okay, recall back what happens yeasterday is that yeah I've met a guy-friend whose named KenRee =) Cavie hahas.. And yeah me, KT, and Ken too were playing webcammiee.. Lol! that two fellar got crazy about that crazy stuff. I was like @@! Swt! Yesterday night was actually quite fun where theres this two fellar and bunch of my galfriends [clubbers] were enjoying webcammieee too! Lol! xDD Indeed it was quite de fun. xDD .. hmmm... so what about it yesterday was totally out of our mind. Haha ... and yeah I admit that I did flirt around cause of boringness. Swt! This might sound crazy because we talk about sex?!! WTF!! Believe it or not, depends!

And Ken did told me bout his stuff, KT does too, Jenny my babe, yeah she always as usual wan la.. sorry babe.. hehe =P .. Then while webcamiee, sudden a stupid cockroach fly to my keyboard. I was shock indeed and nearly fall but i didn't lor =P. Abuden! I memang geli with cockroach! Yuck! Damn crazy is that Ken ask me to fry that blady cockroach and eat it!! Ewwww man... I hates cockroach!!!!

Hmmm mmm .... -sigh-

Well yeah tomorrow im going 1-Utama with my friends after group-study at McDonald in Centrepoint, Fuck! Theres where I got my car into accident. Sad case man.. kesian my babycar.. =( Well actually I got no idea on what kinda topic wanna say. Im clueless... Gah! dun wanna continue this alrdy la.. Boh mood liao.!

Created a stupid-strange poem....

hmm.. take a look then?

There is no one like you,

Where there's no one else that can touch my heart like you do,

I could search for anyone for all eternity long,

But i couldn't find one but find there's no one like you.

Your mercy flows like a river wide,

Healing comes from your gentle hands,

Loves comes from your precious heart,

Safety are always there in your strong protective arms,

Finally there is no one that is like you.

Well, got to go.. more updates coming up! Ciaoz.. =)

crazy friend i ever met! Ken!!

hahas.. its fun talking to Ken the whole day.
Well can considered the whole day we spent time together.
Lol! this fellar betul betul gila..
haiz.. Damn bored la today..
Cause have to like sneak out to use my pc when parents not around.. haha noty gal.
you see what happen for today is that yeah EXAM!

Gah! next time baru cakap semua la! tired la today!!!

Hehe.. to be continued!

cannot update my blog jor =\

hmm .. well today probably the last day i blog because yea gotta do my exam revision..
what a busy .. busy .. busy day jor.. =)
so yeah gonna upload some piccas to put for fun nila..
hahas .. camwhoring for the last day at office =) .. yeah last day ady .. ngng =') sad sad...
well take a sneak peek at my pics.. ::

Lol?!! well maybe next time after SPM then only i'll come back with more updates alright..

and yeah so long by then .. blog in for more updates soon enough =) buhbye!! xDD