Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
Hello Bloggy,
Fuh! Today was suppose to hang out with Mandy. But the plan is canceled because ::
1) too busy with SPM schedules
2) too busy with my cousin going to Aussie without me :'(
3) too busy with my aunt's rented house at Shah Alam
4) have to jaga the office at D'sara Perdana with my lil sis
5) too busy with my stepmom's babbling since morning.. zzZ!! >.<"
Actually, I just woke up at around 9am then just went to brush my teeth, dry my blanket for yesterday was not dry enough and then went to study. After 10 minutes of study, heard the sound of my stepmom's bike outside the gate. >.<" shsish! Gah! Whatever la! Haiz.. Im totally speechless for today, for it was just a beginning of a new day. Morning somemore! Hmm... SIEN! Anyways, got a phone call from a friend of mine, April which now she is recently staying at Canada, haiz.. poor girl. She start crying when I picked up her call and I ask her what is going on with her and Danny Boy, so yeah she express it all out once and for all. Damn! That poor lil girl kena bull by him again. Haiz! Then I try to calm her down for she is almost being crazy crying and shouting at my ears.. Damn! But stills manage to calm her down and I started to give her advises on that since she needed my help so much. I could say that she is unlike my other girlfriend, which is kinda strong to take all in life.
I mean , Hey! Everybody face different types of challenges, right. There's no doubt that everything may or could even happen in this world. The truth is that Im a girl that dislikes a guy or whosoever threat my friends harsh or rude. And yeah I did called that MORON! and I started shouting at him, guess what was he doing by that time? He was busy playing games with his friends. Gila de BAbi! Waddafcuk!
Back on the advises that I gave to April, I told her that never love unless you think you can, but you have to bear with all the faults of man. Love is always blind although im in a relationship now, it still doesn't make any consence. And yes,
YOU can't always get what you WANT,
But if YOU try sometimes,
you just might FIND
Or just get what you NEED!
AND
A sadly reflection,
That a lover forsaken,
A new love may get,
But a neck? When once it broken,
It can never be set.
I mean hey! do tell me one thang? Does true love exist? Does happiness exist too? Does eternal joy and everlasting love exist ? What the future brings? Do you know all those? Does forever alive? To tell you all this answers? Well, it is not me. But it is you who should ask yourself before you wanna try on something new or something more rough. But in this kinda life like this, I won't be stupid to preferring a life like this, I do know that everyone wanna have a pure, sincerity, full of joy and happiness, But This?? NO!
Depends whether you like it or not, like I said. In this world, there are no one is ever the perfect or imperfect unless you think it for yourself then. Its your mind that makes you miserable, the condition, stress la, emo la, what else? Im not tryna say anyone in here, but its all the truth. Sometimes, other people could make their life much more easier while others? could only stay in miserable. Haiz.. could I just stop here? Im really dun wanna talk much more on this matter. Its SUx! But there's only a thang that I could say is that be yourself, for we never know the true value of friends. The only reward of virtue is virtue, the only way to ahve a friend is to be the one. While they live we are too sensitive of their faults, when we have lost them, then you'll only can see their virtues. Its because ::
a FRIENDSHIPS always benefits,
a LOVE could only bring injuries.
Remember, Life has its up and down.
Till then. Stay tuned for more updates coming up!
xoxo. love, reb.
