haiz... I hate being like this...!!
sick of this shit !!
dun feel talking to anyone ... everyone!!
well ... who seems to care so much ... NO ONE!!
dun wanna noe.. dun wanna care.. just study study study....... sWtZZ..!!
fuck it! Fuck fcuk fcuk!!...
now i realise that smth is definitely different in me !!
urghhh :'( fuck it stupid blady macauhai!! =X
fcuK !! haiya.. tired fucking jor ?!! LOL.. xDD
but then when study all the time it also just wont get inside my head de..
i mean hey! who cares alot bout me .. myself dun even feel wanna take care myself jor la..
dam! and yea.. well these days really boh study for like 5 days ady lu.. cuz every nite have to teman this guy which his name is ... [dun wanna say it out] =P and [admit this guy is really a sweet-talker] but plz dun think of that, imma gonna fall for it again.. NEVER!! its a totally NO way man!!
every day and every nite @ 12.. 1.. 2.. or till next morning also we are still hanging on the phone..
he would probably always say hi rebecca are you ok.?! if not he would be saying baby i miss you so much..
hmmph.. o.O" and then just bla.. bla.. bla... =X hahas..
well.. i was thinking this guy would probably desperate for a gf thats all.. but on the second thought...
he is actually hurt and needs sumone to talk to and yea he choose me.. wth... swtZ...
and yea his story is quite a sad case.. haiz.. kesian him.. when he told me bout his model gf..
and then lastly break.. -skip- hehe.. wtf! but among all the guys no matter clubbers.. gays... hehe..
yea he is totally different.. he is a guy which love me for my heart unlike other guys just desperate for my bod
so yea like i said.. this kind of monkey relationship for me its totally wan yuen.. habis liao..
but this fellar is really TOO desperate for me.. he ady gila over me..
shiT!!! what shud i do leh..?!!! finish relationship.. then lastly in the breaking-up season.. =\
sad case.. hmm.. but this fellar been so long since v met.. now only dare to confess his love to me.. wth!
yea i admit we do met b4.. but its just kinda like awhile at M.O.S vit bunch of clubbers frens.. so what BD?!!
stills there are nothing special inside of me right..?>!! LoL !! XDD im just being blurry all the time when we both were chattin all alone.. urGhH!! dun wanna noe larh!! sien bout that dy lor!! so just knock it off that piece of crap!!
well.. dun feel writing nomore.. sumtimes feel got mood.. only i would blog..
but yea these days dam 7 busy accompanying that fellar.. but yea admits his kinda cute too hehe.. =X
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